Sunday, November 25, 2007

Secrecy

I believe this blog will only be viewed by only a few or no people at all. It doesn't matter to me I guess this is where I'll vent and be inaniloquent and a nimshy. Big words for such a small brain I have wether I mispelled it or not I know what they mean and that's all that matters.

At the momment I appear to be disgruntled about a situation that has appeared suddenly on my door step (not literally though). It makes my stomach hurt just by thinking about it...

A few people who I've come to dislike from my boyfriends past are comming back, I know his past with these people and I'm just a nervous self conscience mess. I mean it's not like I can say "Bitch, you can't have friends with these ho's!" Although,... it does sound like a good idea at the momment. Who am I kidding though?! I know he hasn't forgotten about these people they've been "good friends" to him. I just think I'm being Irrational and childish.

Jealousy will cause my death and if not something in my list of "causes of death" I'm over my past as a matter of fact I think I've greeted one of my former ex's in a very appropriet and civil manner which of course suprised me. Then again I'm being less vendictive It won't lead me anywhere.

Unconditional love,
The Eccedentesiast

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