Pros and cons about relationships are up on the air. Relationships are nice to a certain extent but I've been really reluctant into tangling myself in one once again. I've grown into liking being on my own so far, no drama no worrying about fulfilling someones desires just doing what I want. Especially now knowing how hectic things are getting for me in a way.
On the other hand I've missed having someone to run into and just hugging for hours. Or that insatiable flutter that my heart feels when affection overfills it. Even the having someones hand to hold on to holding it for the hell of it. Kissing someone spontaneously feeling the warmth someone else other than you gives off. I love relationships I just don't like having them end or get too serious too quick.
Maybe I am a little love sick, and maybe I am feeling like a noble gas aloof and alone but... it's OK. I won't die because I don't have someone to share my affections with but in seriousness I just need to find someone who has the same likings as I. From music, books, movies, clothing, colors, beliefs, thoughts and attitude. I know I want a complex individual who isn't read easy like a book to others but to me like a work of art. I know it's so much to ask for like I'm in a Disney Princess movie but I want to find him.
I don't care that my brother-in-law calls me "Cinderella" when he sees me in rags and helping out keeping the house clean. It just boosts my self esteem, after all, Cinderella really did snagged the guy at the end. I've proven to myself already if I 'try' I can look stunning, maybe I should 'try' more often and maybe I'll find what I'm looking for.
And intellectual guy that will stimulate my brain cells. Yeah. That's sexy. I don't know I just want a smart guy to enlighten me just not too smart to the point where I bore him with my knowledge. He's out there I know it the world is Diverse. For now I'm sticking to my guns and focusing on what I NEED not what I WANT. (Oh economics how I miss Thee)
If anyone sees this man who can tickle me smart, and entertain me for hours on the things in which I don't know. Please direct him toward me. I promise I will be an Extraordinary Girl. (lame ass)
Be Still my heart,
The Eccedentesiast
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Listening to: Green Day - Extraordinary Girl
via FoxyTunes
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