Well whatever happens happens but until then we got alot of life to live. Much has happened much has change much more change and great times are coming.
Currently I'm employed. School started and it looks like a prosperous year. I got plenty to say but not sure how to fit it all in I'll try my best.
I realized I'll be 23 this year (this realization came after out income tax lady asked me how old I was). I felt kinda crappy but happy. It's a good thing the girls from work think I look 16 or 18 so it's not that bad. I feel indifferent about it because I'm living my life a day at a time, I'm not setting fo the simple mediocre life but I'm just taking it as it goes. I know there's alot of life ahead of me and anything goes nothing goes as planed. Don't get me wrong I do have set goal but I'm keeping it open for whatever comes.
I'm still sick I think i have sinusitis all that seems to come out are boogers. Yeah I'm full of snot what of it? Hopefully it goes away soon my voice is irritating me already I rather stay quiet and nod rather than hearing my nasaly "nine nine -ie-nine" (9.99) voice. Is there a device that can suck all the snot out? if so, could I please be directed toward it because this is getting ridiculous. And before someone says "Go see a Doctor" I am... the appointment is feb. 14...
Work is alright, I like the people there's maybe 1 girl that we just can't see eye to eye so we're in the "I won't talk to you unless I have to" phase. Everyone else is pretty chill I'm keeping it on the down low though don't wanna get on anyone that matters bad side. I'll say this though working with people is the hardest job in the world. People know just what to say or what to do to piss you off because they you you are not able to say anything about it cuz you'll lose your job.
I learned another thing to people are really "codos" penny pinchers. I'd never met a person who will fight tooth and nail for 2 cents. It makes me realize alot of stuff though people will fight for the death to get cheap(er) beer, not spend all their WIC money or LoneStar money. People will rarely say keep the change if it's a penny and will dig into their pockets to get rid of change. If you haven't guessed where I work I work at a grocery store.
Already my life skills are increasing. Go Me.
Earlier I thought about writing about GOD. Not in a religious AAAAAVEEE MAAARRRIIIIAAAA kind of way but in a, What the fuck did god do to get blamed for half the shit that happens. Seriously if you think about it many many many MANY people have died in the name of GOD. From Spain conquering the Aztecs, England and the Native Americans, The Middle east and so on and so forth. What if there isn't a GOD? Who did these people really die for? Or what if there is a GOD and he's up there saying "You sons of Bitches I didn't tell you to go do that!" Don't forget the GOD damn it's and the GOD damn you's. If we keep this shit up god isn't gonna like us anymore.
Now that all of that's out of the way I'd like to point out that 9 months ago I started talking to a guy. He was stern hardly laughed and really straight to the point. After that 1 month passed and after breaking through he's tough exterior I got to know him better and fell in love with him. "remember the Disney Store" :). It's been a crazy 9 months with ups and downs but that's what makes it sweet the fact that we already been through some tough shit and we still keep on swinging. I
With Love,
MsLanderos
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