Dear Haze, (lol)
Looking back to where it all started makes me laugh at how innocent we were. 7 years ago almost a decade. I'm not gonna get mushy and I'm not gonna hate on you because there really is nothing to hate about. You're one of the coolest guys I've come across from, your quirky and always have something to say even though it's nothing. If that made any sense then you know what I mean. I do wish we could of been better friends though idk why. I think we would of made like worlds greatest besties or something. (ok no that was lame). But anyways.
At some point I tried finding things that reminded me of you in past guys, which of course led me no where. I did learn though that to find someone you gotta look past the appearance and 'get them'. No I'm saying that your ugly because your not. I mean, understand what's going on in that persons head and find common ground to where it's enjoyable to talk to them and laugh with them. I thank you for that.
I thank you for teaching me how to cope with heart ache as lame as that sounds but you know what I mean. We talked about this I think after well... you went what I went through and apologized. ( I hope you remember). You didn't need to apologize. It's life and things happen for reasons, you learn by things to be ready and know what to do if you're back in square one.
Most importantly you inspired me to keep the kid inside me alive not go all bitter and sour and enjoy life and whatever it throws at you. Take it a day at a time. And look at things in different angles instead of going from point A to point D go through B C and sometimes E F and G.
I decided to wait and write this on your birthday because it seemed right in my perspective. The only reason why I remembered your birthday was because I was adjusting my Snoopy calendar and placed it on May 23 and your birthday suddenly came to mind. I get those sometimes. I'll be minding my own damn business doing something and a random memory or something we've talked about comes to me and I just smile. And I cannot pass a crayola box and insist that clear is a color.
I do think about you from time to time and hope that you're doing alright. I mean it. I do hope that you are happy and you find something that drives you and someone that deserves you. I know you will someone as sappy and as witty as you shouldn't have a hard time sooner or later someone will come along. I know it.
Like I've told you if you ever need someone to talk to, or just kill time with I'm around.
-Rose
P.S Happy Birthday!
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This was very sweet of you. Best b-day present in a long long time.
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