Day 2 - Your Crush/Love

Dear David,

Before I began to write this I went through my songs on my laptop and picked songs that some how remind me of me and you or just you, yourself. So far it was 135 songs, about 8.4 hours of music. I don't know where or how to start but first of all I can say I am blessed that you came into my life when you did. Let's back track a bit. When you came into my life, I had just had the messiest break up ever and an affair with someone while dating that person. My life would have been in shambles have you not come when you did. You made me reflect what I was doing. You made me realize that I am worth more than what I would say. You made me feel human. You made me remember how to open up and not be afraid to show you everything I would hide from everyone. I didn't have to hide who I was you took me as I was and loved every bit of it. To my surprise you were just like me.

Now I know that not everything has been so smooth. I know I made some bad choices and of course we've had our share of arguments. Either way, we still stuck with each other. I'm so sorry for any pain I've caused you. You know how I am and you know why I do the stuff I do or say. I'm an idiot for ever straying away. I'm a dumb ass for falling into a charlatans tricks. You know what I'm talking about. I almost lost you in that process. All this time I was in search for love and attention and something real when there I was staring it the entire time. You.

I still can't forget the first day we met it was as if our eye locked and our future just flashed in front of our eyes. I guess that's why I wanted to step outside and take a breathe. You left me breathless lol. I don't know I almost wanted to faint. Then there's of course the “street fest” we never went to. Ugh what a mess that day was but at the end it had a great ending. I wouldn't stop smiling the entire way home. As we went along we made so many memories and we faced so many obstacles that we surpassed. I'm pretty sure you've figured out that I'm not a very easy person to deal with but like any strange object I have a certain way to be approach. You've learned the hard way a few times.

I'm sorry that I get mad so fast. I don't mean to get mad I just sometimes forget that you're human and can't read my mind or understand me when I talk a mile a minute or mumble words. I guess I get so used to you understanding me that I assume that you should know what I mean. I'm really sorry.

I also wanna thank you for not throwing me out of the car even though I deserve it sometimes. I wanna thank you for being the shoulder I can bury my head in and cry on. I wanna thank you for so many things I'll take so long to mention. Thank you for so many wonderful things you've made me feel and all the times you've made me laugh when I needed to laugh. Thank you for hearing me out whenever I'm being a “pissy-pants”.

You're more than just my boyfriend, Love. You're my soul-mate, my best friend, my comrade, my partner in crime, my drug, my passion, my reason for wanting a better life and most importantly my angel. You're my fallen angel who left heaven and came to save me and guide me from this hell called earth. You're so much more that words cannot describe you fill me with an immense feeling that's bigger than you or me and the universe I don't even know how I contain it.

I can't wait to see what the future has for us. But together or apart you are the most AMAZING person that has ever walked into my life. You've left a mark in my soul that will never be erased. If we are meant to be together and keep writing in each others chapters which I do hope we do I'm excited for what lies ahead for both of us. I wish we could fast forward time and start living our lives but I the waiting and the battles is what makes it worth while.

For now, lets enjoy our lives a day at of time. Have fun like we always do and do stuff like we always do. Everyday together with you is a new adventure. Every hour with you is heaven on earth, every moment with you is priceless and unforgettable

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Thank you so much for all the laughs, I love you Stinky pants/Enojon/Mocoso.

Love Forever and Always,

Pee-pee Pants.

Day 1 My Best Friend

This was hard to pick but it felt right..

Dear Jose,

Dude, We've been through plenty. I remember playing with you and Bea when we were kids outside of your house, and all the rides home as kids in your moms old car, and staying over at your house when my dad was in the hospital back in kinder garden. Not until high school did we become close friends but really you're almost family to me.

You've seen me at my best and at my worst. We always seem to find something to laugh at and no matter how long we go without talking of seeing each other we still keep it real. I know school, work and relationships keep us from kicking it as often as we used to but we always have a good time when we are together.

I wanna thank you for the numerous things you've done for me and my family. For being there when I need someone to talk to or just hear me hate on the world. It's cool that we know what we both go through and how we can back each other up. I'm always gonna be here for you man I owe you so much. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you cuz I can always rely on you.

Lol idk why I always remember that stupid BOA competition at Andres High and the montwood horses getting blown by the wind. lol that shit was soo funny I swear i thought we were gonna get kicked out. We should buy some beers and just sit outside and talk. We still haven't had a buddy day lol.

Miss you friend :)

Sincerely,
"Chilly"

30 Day Letter Challenge

Here it goes...

• Day 1 — Your Best Friend
• Day 2 — Your Crush
• Day 3 — Your parents
• Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
• Day 5 — Your dreams
• Day 6 — A stranger
• Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
• Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
• Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
• Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
• Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
• Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
• Day 15 — The person you miss the most
• Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
• Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
• Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
• Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
• Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
• Day 23 — The last person you kissed
• Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
• Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
• Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
• Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
• Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

If I had A Dollar..

If I had a dollar for every time my dad said "I'll do [ insert action] tomorrow I'd have about 134 dollars for every year.

If I had a dollar for every time I told my sister I'll go to the gym with her next wednesday I'd have 59 a year

If I had a dollar for every time I winged it i'd have about 365 a year.

If I had a dollar for every boy I ever kissed starting from elementary school I'd have about 30

If I had a dollar for every time I had my heart broken I'd have about 15

If I had a dollar for every time someone promised me something I'd have 200

If I had a dollar for every time someone assumed i had a kid i'd have about 60 dollars

If I had a dollar for every concert I said I wanted to go to but didn't I would have about 150 dollars

If I had a dollar for every friend whom I've lost contact with i have over 150 dollars

If I had a dollar for every time I forgot to text the most important people in my life i would have 365 dollars

If I had a dollar for every time I don't do what I say I would do I'd have over 500 dollars

If I had a dollar for every time I wake up in the morning and ask myself "ughh... I'm 22 and still doing pointless bullshit.." I'd have 2oo dollars

If I had a dollar for every time I cringe at the word wedding I'd have about 300

Obviously If I really did have a dollar for everything I ever thought about getting a dollar I would be rich.

If I had a dollar for every time I said I would have a dollar right now i would have about 15.