Ever since my last post plenty of things happened...
Once again we are car-less some jerk-offs thought it be freaking awesome to steal the Car. The Insurance company thought it would be wonderful to screw us in the ass while we were bent out of shape. It's O.K.. we got a lawyer, he's given us hope for a better future.
I realized I never explained nor mentioned on here that I got to see Blink 182. It was amazing it was my teenage years in front of my eyes. It was falling in love falling out of love, growing up and all the small things. Awesome show and to sweeten the deal I had my bf by my side singing out to our favorite songs. If that bratty 12 year old I was saw me that day she would of said "Fuck yeah!"
January came and went a long with all those other months. July though, oh July... you bastard. July is dragging and going as fast as molasses. July has go get over it self and realize that nobody wants it and nobody needs it.
My 2 year anniversary with David came up. I'm still in disbelief 2 years of nothing but keeping it real. There are times we fight, argue, laugh, love and cry but we've kept it real. We aren't perfect, we're flawed, we're human and we feel. We're pretty cute for two ugly people. It doesn't feel like 2 years it feels like months I guess because we can talk about anything superheros, anime, planets, stars, love, life, parenting, babies, shows, music, me, him and especially us.
US
It seemed so complicated. He was soldier I was a random person. I remember I once said I would never date a soldier because they aren't for me their lifestyle is different. and BAM. I guess I jinxed myself, pretty glad I did.
I don't know what to do with my life at the moment. I'm at the fork in the road of life and I'm unsure what to do. I know I want a career I can move forward in and make enough to buy shit for me but later on for my family. Enough to support myself in case I'm out on the streets (God forbid). I need help and advise sometimes I wish I just instantly knew what to do. I just want to do EVERYTHING but I know it's not possible. I gotta figure this out quick.
For now I'm gonna try to take it a day at a time. At least enough to let July pass.
Hope All Is Well!
Ms.OLi
